I woke up this morning with a smile on my face, although I was in pain I was happy. Happy I have friends that love me, happy I have family who cares. I won't say i'm completely satisfied because i'm far from it but I feel alot better than I have in a very long time. I suppose i've been down because I haven't moved on from alot of things .. shitty ass friends, stupid boys and family issues but i'm no different to anyone and therefore I know there alot more things in life that suck worse than whatevers bugging me.
I am yet to understand the true meanings of trust, love and friendship but I know for certain they will all be worth the wait.
This post particularly is directed to the 6 most special and important non-family members in my life who have made a huge impact in the way I am today. I think it would be most fair if I went in alphabetical order..
Dami, boy that kid makes me smile. I don't think he knows how much he means to me, well obviously he doesn't because i'd be too scared to tell him or make myself sound needy or desperate but i know he will read this and probably be smiling the whole way through while I compliment him, who cares everyone deserves to know the merit of their characters. Let me start by saying thank you, thank you for being there, thank you for never judging me, thank you for always laughing at my oh so funny jokes and thank you for always knowing what to say, when to say and how to say it. Lord knows you keep me sane and as icky and cringeworthy these words are to say but I love you.
Ely, oh Ely belly she makes me laugh. I don't even know where to begin because shes one of those friends you laugh at rather than with. Her crazy antics and her jokes are probably what make me stand her, she's always there when I need her .. when I want to bitch and rant and moan and everything girly. She's patient and caring and I suppose that's what I love the most because as much as we argue we could never not be friends .. Thank you Ely for the times we've shared so far, I love you :D
Julia, the only person in the world I can tell absolutely ANYTHING. There is no other quite like her, no one can ever make me laugh the way she does and God knows if she recognizes her significance in my life. Thank you for always being there, thank you for never judging me and thank you for just being that push that I need sometimes because if anyone ever tells you your not helpful, I assure you they are lying.
Princess & Sarah, those two girls are the bee knees man! They've made me distinguish the difference between real and fake. I know whatever the weather they'll be there for me and i'm grateful actually beyond grateful. There has been times when i've been down in the dumps and felt like my life sucked but you guys pulled me back up again and i'm so thankful.
And lastly Shanice, the eye opener. She's made me realize that life isn't always about just me but about others around me and how what I say or do can affect others. I'm a completely different person to who I was 6 months ago because of her and there's nothing more I appreciate than being able to be seen as a new person through the eyes of others. Your truly an amazing person and for what you have made me realize, I am forever grateful.
We all have something to be thankful for and mine are these people